something to make you smile when your down

all ave ever wanted was someone to share my memories with
just so i cant be forgotten and i can live on in the hearts of people
i don't want to be remembered as a guy you once knew
and want it so every time you think of me you smile and just burst out laughing
about all the stuff ave done to make you smile
to take you and as many people as i can out of the darkness and into the light
that my goal
my family say my heart is my weakness but i think its what makes me well me
its what defines who or what i am the decisions i make and the trouble i get into
no one on this earth would ever stop me coming for you if you needed me
say my name and al be there ready to fight and die for you because thats the person i am

am Ryan Paul Tomas McDermott

a 20 year old who after 9 years of suffering can still forgive and smile because thats who i am life isent kind to anyone i know this from 9 years of torment but i never let it get me or effect me because when your down and you know the torment of the body and mind you could use someone who can still smile and wipe away the tears and give you my hand to get you back on your feet and am not changing for no one